I always thought

I always thought that

Once I going to do something, i wanna do it more and let everyone knows my ability..

I always thought that

If I work hard and keep giving more than others..everyone will start focus on me..

I always thought that

If i do something more like entertain to let everyone happy...i can have a good relationship with everyone..

And I always thought that

If i work hard and keep giving more than others..teachers and friends will not look down on me and knows my ability about entertaining..playing...and especially SINGING..

But now..

I was wrong....all wrong....

If i do more about it...they will think i am a person like to show off...

If i talk more and entertain with friends and brothers...they will think that i am annoying...and what if i talk less on it...they will think that i am cool and very LC...

If i do more about everything and work hard more than others...they won't see it and won't know my ability and more of it...what they see...is just negative ways..

Recently i listen a friends say:

If u got work hard..they will see it...there's no need to give more..

Is it true?

I dunno..

I just wanna be myself from now on...I will know that when i work hard...I will keep work hard on it and keep giving and won't bother about people can see about my ability and this kind of friends and brothers edi..

Because what i did is always not enough to them..

And friends..whateva la..and ALL THE BROTHERS...MOST OF THEM ARE FAKE...Straight to the point..Finger can count on real 1...