Sunday, June 28, 2009

I have Nobody

after tis week...i realize tat i hav nobody...too many things happen on me...and i make myself down..make friends down...and make everybody down....

singing competition case--
friday i call c.society teacher..ms.tan..
i straight ask her y singing competition cant sing love song...
she ask me saturday d carnival see her...
ok...den we now goin to saturday...

Carnival--
tis is why i goin mad since singing competition...
teacher giv me d fukin damn lol answer...
OWN PRINCIPLE...
she can break it but she tis year she dunwan break HER OWN PRINCIPAL...
u know...tats the most fukin lame answer...
wat the hell of tis own ** principal **
k la..tats tradisional in school...cant sing love song...i juz wan 2 know y...
she giv me tat answer..
if singing competition got list cant sing tat kind of song...
y u organize it...damn...
everybody got ears to listen d...if A sing very good but he sing love song...so he cant take prize but B sing not very good but din sing love song...B take d champion ..
teachers say:YES...cuz tats d rule...cant sing is cant sing..we cant blame about teachers...participants oso hav 2 giv half of responsibility...
FUK U LA TEACHERS...
i not care about d prize..but every ppl got ears to listen...singing competition ma...who would believe tat someone sing not very good d take champion juz bcuz another 1 singing good but sing love song??
it makes me down ....i think about forfeit...but wil make everybody down..friends..family..and myself...

I wil continue...although i sad...but i wont back down..if cant sing love song...den i follow it...ddun sing love song..AND i wil sing tat song they dunwan to hear...

wan to know?? juz wait at july 3..

when i down on tat day....
nobody can help me...nobody would ask to...
nobody can know wat i thinking...some ppl juz simply perfunctory me...
even my bes friend...??
where they go when i am down...where they go when i am sad??
tats make me become loneliness..


I HAVE NOBODY...IM LONELINESS..
WHO CAN KNOW WAT MY HEART THINKING??

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Happy Day~

12/6-14/6

back from jpp camp
we get the best drama...
7 feet high...
keke...din waste all we done...
singing lose le..in top 5 onli
but at least i try my best..gain exp summore...
XD

15/6 and 17/6
monday
singing competition elimination round in solo
20+ ppl participate..include many my form 5 d fren and ..me
but..onli me and pakson qualify in final..top 10 means
3/7 wil compete in school hall
wednesday
singing competition elimination round in duet
me and jesle partner...qualify in final too
XD

19/6-21/6
friday
singing competition final in duet
not veri satisfy in our perform...result wil annouce at solo final..
den afternoon str go camp...
till sunday..at national park
get exp..fun..and many...


AND NOW...I BACK HOME AND BLOGGING ...lol

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Last Prepare~

2moro goin KRS camp
at SMK JALAN PASIR SALAK (SMKJPP)
ee...participate their banner,singing,dancing and drama competition...
singing...i am...10 school goin...9 school include me...
8 school giv out 2 represent...smksb?? 1 onli...tats me...lol
lonely....so lonely...
take champ d percentage okk la...nt much..but got confidence can take it..
keke..
4 feet high...must do it best...
drama....no chance i think...at not reli hardworking...=.=ll
haiz...dancing...duno la...cuz i din take part it...
monkey them take part....percentage oso not much...
but at least we do out best...

SBKRS...WE CAN DO IT !!

say about past thing...
wednesday (10/6/09)

goin 1utama about 1pm...
kfc, fat-ling , beauty mountain,kayen,jowin,lh,xy and me...=.=
1st 4 goin there by taxi 1st..i hav 2 wait another 3 come..
5 min after they go...jowin here...
we wait another 2..lh and xy...
45 min...=.=ll dulan...den go there..
wan see movie (1 7 again) d..
full on tat time...
after discuss...goin sing K..neway...
tis is d time tat i choose song for KRS singing competiton ...
try try try..choose dao le...keke
happy...
den about 7 we leave...RM147.20 ..8 ppl...
and then eat taiwan thing at 1u..SHIHLIN
oyster mee sua..chicken chop,tempura...yumyum...
my favourite in 1U..
den??
take taxi back home...

quite nice d wednesday..-.-ll

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Holidays~

eee

now its holiday edi......but for me...hav a many busy thing to do..

holidays not enough for me....haiz...lets talk about d past days...


may 29

teachers day and its last day before holidays...1st me and KRS and some prefect help 2 (s PLASH) flower 2 teachers...lol....cheap teachers should not deserve tis...damn....den after tis is teachers singing at d stage at d hall...40+ teachers...onli 1 can sing...others looks like something cant say...ish~


after tis...i quickly change 2 prefect shirt from KRS uniform and straight to music room...to practice later performance wit pakson..singing..my favourite...startly is 1 song onli...but after i ask for 2nd..marilyn giv...so 2 song...1 english song and 1 chinese song..den when practice saw tio celine and serena wil perform hip hop...not bad...and other la..


after recess..celine them wil start perform 1st...den is kaqi them..singing * innocent * by avril lagrine...lol...like din sing...den is us...me an pakson...who makes most of d student shoud,clap hand and like...1st is sing * u raise me up * and * bu neng shuo de mi mi * from jay chou...keke...looks like we r the most popular den all d performers tat day..kaka


may 30

leb birdday..

tat day morning he accept su en love...paktuo start tat day...den nite at gasoline ...they so sweet ...kaka..after tis..we goin desa parkcity..take some EMO pic...i love tat...


June 1

go sunway wit KRS fellow..

fun fun and fun..happy too..

simple..


conclusion=holidays 2 weeks= not enough


pic from d-parkcity