This post are nothing special...just for sharing my life in the past..=)
I have make myself rest and relax a lot on the whole MAY
since HALO are finish...
and trying to find some jobs to have some pocket money or wat so ever..
BUT AT LAST ITS FAIL....
Wanna be a cafe singer..I called the agent and waiting for audition..
AND until now he just said he just too busy..since he are handling the PJ area...=.=
no choice..only have to wait...but i wish that can be asap...LOL
and 2moro are gonna have another audition at WINGS and Xuan cafe...for singer...?
since BEN and JH asked me to go...
although it's far abit maybe...but since i am free at night...wish to go and have a try...why not?
today the semester 3 result are out..( i mean college )
No fail...got A...but still..not satisfy on my result...
have to keep working hard on it....
and as the las few posts saying...i taking a course at tis month...VOCAL CLASS...
now it's the 3rd class...and very enjoy on learning...keep going on it...i can see the future..=)
And of course...I recently PAKAT..( dunno what should i use ) with ben JH and steven them to form a band...the 1st time we practice was AWESOME!!
I wish that we can keep it rolling when everytime we have JAMMING...HAHA...=)
arg...1 more thing...
once i be a cafe singer in a coming time...i will post the address and time to everyone and wish u all can take some time come to support yea...APPRECIATE THAT..cause it can motivate me more on performing on stage...XD
Once I going to do something, i wanna do it more and let everyone knows my ability..
I always thought that
If I work hard and keep giving more than others..everyone will start focus on me..
I always thought that
If i do something more like entertain to let everyone happy...i can have a good relationship with everyone..
And I always thought that
If i work hard and keep giving more than others..teachers and friends will not look down on me and knows my ability about entertaining..playing...and especially SINGING..
I was wrong....all wrong....
If i do more about it...they will think i am a person like to show off...
If i talk more and entertain with friends and brothers...they will think that i am annoying...and what if i talk less on it...they will think that i am cool and very LC...
If i do more about everything and work hard more than others...they won't see it and won't know my ability and more of it...what they see...is just negative ways..
Recently i listen a friends say:
If u got work hard..they will see it...there's no need to give more..
Is it true?
I just wanna be myself from now on...I will know that when i work hard...I will keep work hard on it and keep giving and won't bother about people can see about my ability and this kind of friends and brothers edi..
Because what i did is always not enough to them..
And friends..whateva la..and ALL THE BROTHERS...MOST OF THEM ARE FAKE...Straight to the point..Finger can count on real 1...